Departure 1989
FITAMOLD [Ft. Toni Nicole]
(SP Nugent, T Williams/ Sephyr Enterreignment Lyrics Co. 2018)
Intro:
In each of our lives we have a sole purpose
You must trust the try to see if it's worth it
The choice is yours: the in crowd or the ardor?
Will you miss your flight or take your departure?
All you have in this life is your pride and your integrity....
If you're not living in a way that makes you happy
Then why are you living?
Chorus:
Fitamold, fitamold
Always try try try to put me in a mold
Sell your soul huh, sell you soul nah
They try try try to buy buy your soul
Verse 1:
If you give an inch they might take a mile
Give in a bit and they'll change your whole style
Clothes that you wear and songs that you sing
All in a blink, you'll find they are king
Make you feel small and out of control
Weight of the world, you feel like you'll fold
Then you're wrong if you reject what you're told
Flavor of the moment, then you're out in the cold
Chorus
B-Section:
Do what they want do do what they want
Be who they want be be what they want
Live how they want, live live how they want
Who owns your heart, who who owns your heart
Verse:
They say success comes with compromise
See masses, aren’t they're hypnotized?
Do you want to contribute to the lies?
Will you feel you can't sleep at night?
What about your daughters, what about your sons?
Right now it's all fodder, so much fun.
What do you leave when it's all said and done:
A giving legacy or a bloody one?
Chorus
B-section
Rap:
I keep this glow
I never do what I'm told
I'd rather come big and bold
Baby got a little bootie
But her attitude like a centerfold
Drip they can't cut and paste
Needle in a haystack
If she move her tongue like this
Imma need my taste back
Beauty give you brain
But I'm lethal and my waist snatched
Laughing at your boundaries
Pour antifreeze on your degrees
Learn it how I live
Ain't no school for the gift
I'm just blessed to forgive
All the judges of my sins
Had me ready with the bat
An assassin on attack
Look at (look at ) who I am
They all wish they could be that
Chorus 2x
B-section
Spoken:
Being palatable is easy
Being yourself is hard
If I'm loved by everybody
Then I'm doing something wrong
CHAMELE-ON ME [Ft. FoePound McGuinness]
(SP Nugent, M. Seals / Sephyr Enterreignment Lyrics Co. 2018)
Intro:
The rose wilts before our eyes
Why do you just watch it die?
I’ll hold on with all my might
The only hands I see are mine
Verse 1:
At first it's so intense
At first: torrid romance
There's no wall, there's no fence
Just a synchronized dance
At first, no steps are missed
At first, arresting kiss
No short of passion, bliss
Everything I'd ever wished
B-section:
But now you're looking unfamiliar (unfamiliar, unfamiliar)
Your eyes seem so cold, I see no soul
And you're acting so peculiar (so peculiar, so peculiar)
Are we gonna fold? Can't let this go
Chorus:
Don't go chamele-on me
Don't change the game
Don't go chamele-on me
Won't you stay the same
Don't go chamele-on me
I can't lose this flame
Be the face that I knew every way
Don't go chamele-on me
Don't change the game
Don't go chamele-on me
Stay the same
Don't go chamele-on me
Can't lose the flame
Don't go don't go!
Verse 2:
And now it's lost its shine
And now, are you still mine
You can't pick up the line
Dial tones leave us ill-defined
And now, we can't even speak
And now, we've reached the peak
Our resources – they deplete
Our love once was concrete
B-Section 2:
Yeah now we're breaking (breaking, we're breaking)
Can we still repair, I know that you still care [shattered]
Crying so hard I'm shaking (shaking, I'm shaking)
You go on unaware, is that still you in there? [please don't]
Chorus 2x
Bridge (w/ echos):
Have I not been the same
Have I not given my all
Explain why you're ashamed
And you won't answer my call
Tell me what I have to do
To ground your changing need
Should I change too for you
Then who will we both be?
Rap:
Don't change the game, no switching disc, leave it in or we'll never fix
This dying flame need gasoline, you a firefighter on the wrong team
Hold up, its it's someone on my line I think your know her
Recognize that I want you but some things I cannot go for
A gopher, I'm digging you crazy why would you bury me?
I'm never throwing dirt on your name whenever you be hurting me
It's hard to be, more than we are when baby so distant
Never question paternity long as we coexisting
You tripping, I need a vacation to get my mind right
You got me feeling plain, but you fly and that aint even right
Let's say goodnight, don't book no more flights hoping you choose to wait. If you don't all i can say is I hope you travel safe
Chorus
I just don't recognize
I just don't recognize your love...
WHO? NOBODY! NO.
(SP Nugent/ Sephyr Enterreignment Lyrics Co. 2019)
Chorus:
Who's gonna love you better than me
Who's gonna touch you better than me
Who's gonna give you all the love I gave freely...
Who's gonna stay when it's raining
Who's gonna brave all life's pain and
Who's gonna fight right by your side so willingly...
No no nobody no
Verse 1:
Done seen it all, done heard it all
You see me, you see me
You're building walls and so withdrawn
I'm bleeding, I'm bleeding
Done craved it all, you waived it all
I'm needy, I'm needy
Done gave it all, you paid it all
What it's mean, what's it mean
B-section:
Can't you see who is down for you
Who will do anything true for you
I'm on your team, let me start for you
And win for you...
Chorus
Verse 2:
Done loved you much, done trusted much
You know me, you know me!
You felt the rush, you kept it hush
Withholding, withholding
Do you feel love, am I enough?
You're needing, you're needing
I offer up, is it your cup
Cup of tea, cup of tea?
I can't resign, your heart is mine
Always be, always be
It's too much time, would be a crime
To just leave, to just leave
So why am I the only eye
That can see, that can see
That we are the epitome –
Meant to be, meant to be?
Chorus
Rap:
You see memories get short
And you wanna say abort
When the mission gets tough
And decisions get rough
You're so ready to leave
Bags packed and your car's running
Was my love drug that bad
You pass it fast like a fad
What about all that you said
How you got in my head
Saying words like lifetime
I believed all of those lies
What can I say to you now
That this ship has gone down
And you've journeyed right on
My Titanic game strong
Words equate to the air
That I'm losing down here
While you're living your life
I'm so far from alright
But you know what I'm good
I did all that I could
You will see I'm the don
When you can find no one (find no one!)
Chorus
B-section
GRIEVING ON A DANCEFLOOR
(SP Nugent/ Sephyr Enterreignment Lyrics Co. 2018)
Intro:
Oh everything's fine. I'm hurting but you know...
You've just got to go out and have a good time
It makes everything better right? Right?!
Verse 1:
This is not how I dreamed I would see
The end of us come
All the way down crashing wildly
The damage is done
Gave all I had you took it and ran
Brought setting sun
Now I've gone mad, feelings in trash
Ending has begun
B-section:
Strobe lights can't heal, music can't congeal
The hemorrhage you gave to me
(Now I'm)
Chorus:
Grieving on a dancefloor
Grieving on a dancefloor
Grind to keep from cry more
Love keeps salting sores
No one can see me fall
Spinning from wall to wall
Under the disco ball
Of shards from my broken heart
Hook:
Take me home, all night long
Make me feel less alone
Take me home, make me strong
I can't heal on my own
Verse 2:
The music takes me high to ceiling
I'm floating in air
My body just needs hands on me
Somebody care
My eyes beckoning for approaching
I'm falling apart
Nobody's coming, the Sun is dawning
And down goes my heart
B-section 2:
Passion can't heal if it's not real
Just some semblance of what's needed
(Still I'm)
Chorus
Spoken:
We always think that it will go away
So we dress up and gloss over the malaise
Trying to find a high to lift us up
Ignoring the problem right in front of us
External locus of control, that's the name
Of when you let a love make or break your day
If you make them your world what happens
When they leave...it all unfurls
Hook
Special:
Falling through the Earth, falling to the core
Falling from my worth, prying at the door
Falling from the stars, falling from your heart
Falling fast apart never like before
Praying for a love, pray I am enough
Praying loud in trust God won't ignore
Praying for a window, Heaven to outpour
Just four syllables: an “I love you more”
It never comes (it never comes, never comes)
Turn the music off!
RECAPTURE [START ANEW]
(SP Nugent/ Sephyr Enterreignment Lyrics Co. 2017)
Verse 1:
I've been so low the clouds seemed like Heaven
Left exposed under a quiet moon, louder lesson
Yet no light reached my eyes, it all was reddened
By tears cried that deprived my thrive til not fecund
B-section:
Now where do you go when your life is all dead ends
And who do you know who will take the time to listen
And why is your glow on another love dependent
Chorus:
Bring it back, bring it back
Recapture, never let it go...
Start anew
Anew...
Verse 2:
I couldn't feel the heart that once transcended
The cold concealed a darkness that descended
I held on best as I could, I felt myself get winded
Kicked in the chest so hard, I thought it all had ended
B-section 2:
Now where do you run when the fault falls on your line
And you become someone you once maligned
And why do you run the wrong way – from the light
Chorus
Orchestral Break
Bridge:
And why does it feel I run in circles
When I once knew the route so well
Or I thought I knew where I was going
But the present time does tell...
I am afraid of not only the light
But the truth that it illumines
So it's time I open up inside
To embrace the glow like never before
Chorus
Spoken:
Recapturing your heart, your soul,
the things that make you, you.
Don't ever let love take away the love inside of you.
If you know God you know God is inside of you.
That's when you can truly fly,
That's when you can truly be you.
YOU BETTER RECOGNIZE [A LOVE LIKE MINE]
(SP Nugent/ Sephyr Enterreignment Lyrics Co. 2018)
Chorus 2x:
You better recognize
You better recognize
You better recognize
A love like mine...
Verse 1:
Put down that phone and look in my eyes
Leave it alone, oh it runs your life
We need to talk, demystify
The point of it all, why we still try
You know and I know we were legit
But you lost the flow, got distant
Who held you down, have you forgotten
When your friends let you down, you'll come running back again
Chorus 4x
Verse 2:
Who stayed up when you got sick
And who picked you up, when you lost it
I'm not trying to brag, but to remind
You that I had and still have your best in mind
You know and I know I'm dependable
But you rather go to ones more cynical
Why set yourself up for a fall so hard?
You'll seek fortress in my heart when that all falls apart
Bridge:
All the things I did do they matter now?
You tend to forget and you let me down
Is this the end, can we say no more?
If you (you) leave again, I'm padlocking the door
Chorus 4x
You better know what you got at home
Gonna end up alone
You'll be on your own
No No, You better recognize my love.